You were a Dream..

Every night when I go to bed and close my eyelids, a complete darkness surrounds me, a feel of utter silence and calmness takes over and after a few moments I sleep. In sleep, I am transported to an another world. A world in which,  you are still there with me, we talk, fight, and laugh and cry together. I feel happy and lively again, a part of my heart rejoices and amplifies the happiness to the maximum. I forget all my worries, sadness , and loneliness when I am with you. I feel new again! When you are around , a sense of security is there, I shed all my covers down, we talk endlessly and I feel myself again. But in the end, something or the other happens and you walk away from me, we are parted,and I stand numb seeing you go away, all my power suddenly crashes to zero, my words stuck up in my mouth, your name bounces back in my head but could never come out. You leave me with some unanswered questions, some misunderstandings, a not-given chance to let me clear those misunderstandings. Like every single day, I find myself awake at the middle of the night all alone, on my bed. I wish, that day you had given me a chance to explain. You chose not to , and walked away, I always wanted to say many a things, but couldn’t. If there was nothing between us, if nothing you ever wanted, then why do you come in my dreams like this daily and go away then? Why do your memories keep on haunting me? What mistake I committed?Answer me PLEASE! I cannot explain my feelings to others. no one can ever understand this, for world, our story is a past, a long-forgotten past. Poor Memories, People! But for me, it is as fresh as the dew drops in the morning on a petal, as the first sun-ray kissing the land. I cannot FORGET you and nor our story. And see where all this has landed me, here,now, lying on the bed, lost, numb, a part of me still misses you. still yearns for you. After few hours, night will crawl into morning and the routine will start, and my search for those answers will go on!

Some people never go away from us completely. A part of them still remains in us. They keep on touching our lives in ways never thought or expected and we keep on wondering how do they do that. That is the power of Love!