Strangers #1

Hey,

I still have our memories. Those photographs in my phone’s gallery, do remind me of you. I haven’t told the people we had, in common, that we are no more connected, that our ties are broken forever. And, I believe you are not even in touch with them. It is good and bad at the same time for both of us.

I still wonder, what if we hadn’t fight that night, what if you hadn’t said that goodbye, what if I had forgiven you and didn’t break us to me and you. I guess, we would have continued to be best friends, but in a strange way. We understood each other, yet we didn’t understand each other. How ironical it is!

I have changed here, and I know you have changed there. The walls have been built higher. Yet, one day, if we happen to cross each other’s path, I want, we smile, at least for the times we were together.

There was I guess, nobody’s fault. I do not want you to blame yourself or me. It was our destiny, it seems. Months have passed, we have talked. But I won’t stop remembering you, and I hope you realize how special you were for me. But, sorry my friend, I got exhausted.

Yours,

Someone.

Gallons….

Gallons to sink,

Not a drop to drink!!

Silent Death!

He stopped, She left

Time witnessed a silent death!!

Dew drop

She was the leaf, He was the dew drop

United by Twilight, separated by Dusk!

You were a Dream..

Every night when I go to bed and close my eyelids, a complete darkness surrounds me, a feel of utter silence and calmness takes over and after a few moments I sleep. In sleep, I am transported to an another world. A world in which,  you are still there with me, we talk, fight, and laugh and cry together. I feel happy and lively again, a part of my heart rejoices and amplifies the happiness to the maximum. I forget all my worries, sadness , and loneliness when I am with you. I feel new again! When you are around , a sense of security is there, I shed all my covers down, we talk endlessly and I feel myself again. But in the end, something or the other happens and you walk away from me, we are parted,and I stand numb seeing you go away, all my power suddenly crashes to zero, my words stuck up in my mouth, your name bounces back in my head but could never come out. You leave me with some unanswered questions, some misunderstandings, a not-given chance to let me clear those misunderstandings. Like every single day, I find myself awake at the middle of the night all alone, on my bed. I wish, that day you had given me a chance to explain. You chose not to , and walked away, I always wanted to say many a things, but couldn’t. If there was nothing between us, if nothing you ever wanted, then why do you come in my dreams like this daily and go away then? Why do your memories keep on haunting me? What mistake I committed?Answer me PLEASE! I cannot explain my feelings to others. no one can ever understand this, for world, our story is a past, a long-forgotten past. Poor Memories, People! But for me, it is as fresh as the dew drops in the morning on a petal, as the first sun-ray kissing the land. I cannot FORGET you and nor our story. And see where all this has landed me, here,now, lying on the bed, lost, numb, a part of me still misses you. still yearns for you. After few hours, night will crawl into morning and the routine will start, and my search for those answers will go on!

Some people never go away from us completely. A part of them still remains in us. They keep on touching our lives in ways never thought or expected and we keep on wondering how do they do that. That is the power of Love!

Wanna tell this to you..

Wanna Tell This To You,
I Had Never Cared For Someone As I Do For You,
I Wanna Tell This To You,
You Are My Heart And My Soul Too,
I Wanna Tell This To You,
You Had Shown Me A Different World A Different Path To Go,
I Wanna Tell This To You…
You Make A Difference To Me..
I Wanna Tell This To You…
I Am Nothing Without You…
I Wanna Tell This To You…
Few Expressions Cant Be Expressed In Words…
I Wanna Tell This To You…
My Heart Is Beating And Its Beating For You…
I Wanna Tell This To You…

I have missed you in so many Ways…

 

So many moments and so many days,

and I have missed you in so many ways,

I missed your smile, I missed your touch,

I missed the one who loved me so much,

I just want to feel your warm embrace,

and I want to see your beautiful face,

coz my heart feels alone, sad and empty

until you’re in my arms and close to me..!!

Wanted…

She asked Him ,”Why don’t you tell what’s there within you?”
He told Her, “I always wanted to be liked, loved, to be cared and pampered, atleast for sometime, atleast by someone, to be heard without being judged, to go and hug someone in my ups and downs, to be me as what I am, Perhaps this was the only thing that I couldn’t get in my life!
She replied, “You can tell things to me, can share up with me, I am always there for you!”
He smiled and said, “Like all others, you’ll leave me if I be what I am! That’s how we all are like, We leave people when they try to be what they are! We take them for granted, they become boring and burdensome! Only Till we hide our tears and smile and laugh we are interesting!”

She was speechless!

Silent – Love story with an end.

He was looking at his crush’s pictures,admiri
ng,adoring them!
He hit like and started typing a comment but stopped.. He wanted to say him He looks the best but he erased all that and closed his profile.
The guy was online. They were yeah friends, Virtually connected, yet he could feel him! yeah so much from a crush no?! but Some feelings are exorbitant .. beyond your control.
That guy didn’t like him that way, not the Guy’s mistake, for you can’t always get your feelings reciprocated.. he understood it completely.. so he never tried to force or show off his feelings.. he kept them under control to himself, yet he got jealous everytime he saw the guy commenting on other Guy’s pics, or flirting with them .. but he kept silent for he knew he has no right over him.
They used to talk a lot when they started talking, yet he made some mistakes and the guy got upset and irritated, he made those mistakes unintentionally but umm sometimes you cannot make this understand to the other person.. and he knew it very well .. what to do next
when something overpowers you and start distracting your normal routine its better to get away from it.. its not that you are running away from it.. its just you are choosing something more important!
He went away, breaking ties with the guy.
But fate wanted something else. The guy somehow got connected to him again! they again started talking.. but there was a difference he felt.. That guy didn’t talk in the same way.. he was very cautious!
Days passed and he wanted more of that Guy’s time but realized it was not possible.. and after a few days their talks stared to fire out. paragraphs jogged to sentences,sentences walked to words and words crawled to Gm n Gn.
He is still online, the guy is still online , he is waiting for his text yet silent.
The end was difficult yet he knew it happens always! It’s destiny! It’s okay!

Life is amazing, you know some goodbyes are coming, still you wanna hold on to them pretending the truth be lie.

Lost Yet Held!

Hope you are doing well…
As you said that day,  nothing is wrong or right it’s relative….
I know you must be packed up….
But still Calling an ex friend who never wanted to talk for whatever reason….
Just because it’s not easy to accept the most dialed no. or received one go missing….
Though 6 months passed….
Not a regular dialling no. now as Tsunamis pass away but Tides exist rarely….
Well to one side of the coin it is loosing your self esteem and to the other it’s the love that still persists.
Fact is time heals but sometimes it takes oodles of time….
More than assumed or supposed….
The unsavoury of memories can never be enveloped with latest smiles but for sure these tides will go…
Being a landloper I’ll pass this phase soon as I get vibes…
As i feel better even though the call wasn’t received like last time I’ll feel odious seconds would not trap around again…
Would show their tarnished shade but then I’m still tussling with the hope of not facing tides as well.

Its hard , very hard to let go off someone whom you once loved the most!